Destiny is calling me...

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret...

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 02:19:42 GMT

So today, I get a call from Frank (aka. the really nice guy from work) and he tells me that Juan messed up (oh, big surprise there) and that I'm supposed to be working tonight, not tomorrow night. And work tonight was actually really fun. Black Friday wasn't all that it was hyped up to be, and I actually found myself not spaztically running around. It was a nice shift, except for the grouchy people who glare at you and shake their heads violently if I ask if I can help them. >_< But Frank was there, and Kenny even came tonight too =) So yay for having work friends!

Unfortunately, that means I couldn't go ice skating tonight. Poop. But now I can do something tomorrow!!! =)=)=)

After my shift was done, I walked over to WaldenBooks while I waited for my dad to come, and I figured out that's what I want for Christmas. Books. Books and music, and I'm all set for life. And video games too of course.

Oh, and I also baked amazing cookies today. And maybe if you understood how much labor it takes to make an S shaped cookie, you'd realize how much I love you. Heheh.

A plan was devised on how to fix the problem of my life right now. But I don't like the plan. It kinda sucks.

"Jealousy, turning saints into the sea."

I refuse to be turned! =P

Coming out of my cage

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 04:13:47 GMT

So yes, I've crawled back to this hole known as my livejournal. And I made a new layout on the most amazing song ever. Because I felt like it.

So life has been interesting lately. No need to explain as it's all public knowledge.

Umm junior year sucks. Yes, it does. Too many effing things to do, not enough time in the day.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention that the split is satan.

Along with the other googooplex satans of this year =P

Maybe I'll make a list of the past few days:

1. Winter track again. OWOWOWOWOW!
2. Mrs. Googooplex satan giving me and Chris a lecture about "teacher-student relationships."
3. Physics test being impossibly hard.
4. Princeton = amazing.
5. Pencils flying out of the third story windows.
6. Getting to see Justin last night! =)
7. Not seeing Anchorman but finding lost DVD remotes.
8. Oh, the commons ceiling randomly collapsing.
9. Flax Pond pictures and Kara and I looking disgusted in every one.
10. The AP conference paper. Or more like the lack of one.
11. B+ in band because "I was supposed to anticipate having a pop quiz and gone to a make up lesson ahead of time."
12. Starting chain reactions in AP Human Geography.
13. Getting bored with writing lists.

I think I'm going insane. I really really am. Something that seems fine one day is amazingly not the next.

Happy Allie =)

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:22:33 GMT

I never update this thing but I have to because I'm so happy right now.

Today I went on a cross-town journey. It was super fun. (Well, except for the part that my feets were bleeding from running to catch the bus.) I don't think I've ever made such a rash decision in my life, but it was worth it 10000%.

Allie = Heppah.

And that's a good thing ^_^

Another week ahead of me...

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 13:50:25 GMT

Well, we all survived the first week of school =) The Friday night that we had been living for was amazing. Sara, Bridget, Kate, Joe, Frankie, Ini, and Heather walked to Sara's house from Patio Pizza. I met up with them on the way because I was at McDonald's, seeing Justin for the first time in over a week. Too bad he was working in the back, so it was impossible for us to even say hi. But I stayed there for a good 45 minutes, trying to catch glimpses of each other. Yay.

Anyway, on the way to Sara's, we picked up Mike Evans which was funny. Yup. And Emily and Jill were waiting for us at Sara's house.

Oh and guys, I really don't hate Justin or think he's a bad person. Really. Just because he happens to disagree on a few political issues that I feel very strongly about (that was evident) doesn't mean that I don't love him. Because I do. And I'd still marry him if he wanted to. =P I needed to clear the air on that because it was depressing me.

Soooo once back at Sara's, we made a fire in one of those outdoor fireplace/cage things and made smores and roasted marshmallows. Although I have a severe phobia of fire (anyone who knows me knows that), I found it memorizing to stare into it. It was amusing to watch Sara dancing in front of her house light to turn it back on. Jill, of course, was telling another one of her "interesting" stories, which I'll admit that I missed. And Ashley finally came after work. Another yay! =) So I was sitting there, staring into the fire, feeling bad about our walk over and missing Justin when *poof*, he appeared from behind me.

That made me super happy.

Then came SATURDAY! For the next 10 months, Saturdays will be my saving grace, my pieces of heaven on earth. So around 10-ish, I headed over to Smithtown East to watch Justin's soccer game. I met up with his mom and grandpa who, like me, thought that it would be a normal game but the whole thing ended up lasting over 3 hours. Which was fine with me. After, we went to 7-11 and got slurpies! Yay for slurpies! Back at his house we ate lunch (his dad always makes me food when I go over there, he's too nice) and watched Ghostbusters. Then we went to my house and watched The Day After Tomorrow and The Medallion. Haha I love Jackie Chan. And yeah, that was my day. I miss it already. Only 7 more days. Of insanity.

I almost forgot the part when we went to McDonald's for my sister and we saw Chris. That was funny. And the girls there were trying to get Justin to work for them. Haha.

Oh, and something really creepy happened to me last night. I had a nightmare about my house going on fire, which I haven't had in about a year or so, which is good. But anyway, I remember hearing sirens and alarms and smelling smoke but convincing myself that it was a dream. So in the morning, my mom asks me if I heard the fire alarm go off in the night. Wait, I thought that was just a nightmare... Apparently, something had happened to an outlet in my parents' room and it was smoking, thank god someone heard the alarm. That makes 2 times my house has been saved from fire now.

And for an update on my schedule situation, nothing has been fixed yet. Nada. I'm not even allowed to drop AP English because all the regular English 11 classes are full. Why did this have to happen to me?

Lastly, on the anniversary of 9-11, my heart goes out to everyone who lost a loved one 4 years ago. Whether they lost a parent, a son, a daughter, an uncle, an aunt, a cousin, a friend... you are all in my prayers.

(Look at the time this was posted... I didn't plan it at all. Creepy.)

*scary 'The Ring' voice* 7 days....

...

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 23:22:18 GMT

Oh man, Bridget's first two days of school entry is so much cooler than mine.

I'll have to make another one later.

o__o

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 23:14:25 GMT

Dude, wtf, I'm updating this thing?

So yeah, now that there's school (and homework!) again, I need to find a way to procrastinate. Updating this journal seems to do the trick.

The past two days of school have been horrible. Seriously. Alright, we all know that everyone has messed up schedules, but mine is complete crap. As of now, I have no AP Physics, two periods of AP US History, two periods of AP English, two 10 grade gym classes, no electives (Computer science? 3rd year I've been cut from it?!) , some AP migrations or whatever class, and they say they can't do anything about it. So I have to go to guidance during each period that there's a conflict, so I ended up going there about 5 times today, and probably 3 times yesterday. I give up.

That's my rant for now, I'm sure everyone worthwhile has heard it already.

Allie needs a hug. Like a super flying hug.

Meep.

2 days until Friday.

:)

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 23:59:26 GMT

You know what the most amazing feeling is? When you get a really good day that just comes out of nowhere.

You're not expecting it, nothing special was planned... yet you just have an amazing day.

We had a 2-hour delay, so that means I could straighten my hair all nice and not worry about rushing. And my favorite orange shirt was washed. And my mom actually went food shopping so I could make myself a nice lunch.

There was no APWH test today, and the AP Bio quiz was a piece of cake, or so I thought. And then Justin got a clear bracelet... and if you don't know what that means, don't bother asking =P

When you're in a good mood, even Spanish class is a little less boring. Research was fun too; Justin and I both got the hypothesis right, hehe... And Math was kinda fun today.

Then I had track, and I kept up with Kate. Score =P Running = happy. And I got a hug before :) Hugs = amazing.

I really don't why all of these little things make me happy, but they do. And now I have to go because my dad just finished cooking my favorite dinner. Such luck I have today ;)

Yay!

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 23:09:56 GMT

Today was such a happy day.

I've been in a giddy and all around good mood. Yay.

I came home today and baked muffins. Random, yes, I know.

And now it's snowing. Usually I dont like snow, but today it's not bothering me. In fact, I kind of like it.

Happy moods are fun.

Bye now.

And happy 16th b-day Justin =) *confetti*

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 20:23:52 GMT

Life is so messed up right now.

Blah.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 02:06:48 GMT

I love how I never update this thing.

The point of a journal is to write things that no one else will ever see, yet the whole world can read this.

I need to get myself a real journal =P

Groundhog day!

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 00:58:02 GMT

Today is Groundhog Day... I think I reminded everyone I saw today =P

I hate my english teacher. And saying hate is being nice. She decides to give me a B and screw up all my work for getting an A this quarter because "I never handed in" two major assignments. Umm yeah, I definitely handed them in, she freaking lost the assignments. And then the whole thing with the Oedipus responses that I'm not even going to start with.

I'm going to the English chairperson tomorrow, my mom's writing a letter to that lady, and giving another phone call.

Like I told my dad, it's not fair that she's a bitch.

Today was supposed to be a happy day. But most of it sucked. Even my secret spot, the high point of my day, was ruined.

Yeah, I should try to cheer up, but I can't.

Randomness:

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	eternal

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I need a hug.... =(

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 23:46:43 GMT

Hokay, I've calmed down now.

Today was good, for the lack of a better word. I got my bio midterm back, got a B. Which is what I thought I'd get, so it's no surprise. Ohh and I got an A in math for the quarter!! =) I was so afraid that one D would hurt my grade...

Hmm... what else... I still had track today, I'm starting to get annoyed x_x Running is fun and all, but I need a break. Which is why I'm still considering joining badminton in the spring. But I'm a loser and no one would play with me. =P

That's all for now.

And Justin is fresh =P

To put it all in perspective...

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 14:21:31 GMT

I hate my dad for acting like a sarcastic inconsiderate jerk.

Seriously.

Now everyone hates each other because of it.

Way to ruin my life...

<\3

More stuff.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 17:58:42 GMT

Yeah. I stole this from Bridget =P Fill it out and I'll love you forever.

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you kiss me twice?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Stuff.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 23:57:36 GMT

Time to recap on everything that's happened in the past few days...

Monday: Umm... everyone came over for a "study group." Except we obviously didn't study. Jill was telling "interesting" stories, no one was actually reading the ap bio or apwh books, and my sister got mad over a tv =P But it was fun, of course.

Tuesday: =)! Yesterday was amazing! Justin took his family and me to go see Wicked in NYC as a Christmas gift... it was awesome... And we had an interesting discussion over dinner about English cigarettes and the rumbling noise in the bathroom. The musical itself was great.. whoever thought of it must have been extremely creative ^^; And my shoes got a black from the attack of the slush x_x The car ride back was fun, and I had to walk down my driveway at like midnight. I'm not complaining though. Justin, thank you for the most amazing day ever =)

Today: I flipped out over the apwh midterm. I thought the multiple choice was hard, and everyone thought it was easy... The DBQ essay was really easy though, but I bs'ed the change over time and starting blanking out on the comparative... oh well, it's done and over, there's nothing I can do but study harder for the next tests... Track was fun but hard, we ran a lot of up and down hills x_x And Corinne and I are the only cool people who actually went to weight room =P Umm yeah, that's my day.

I hate midterms. Watch me blank out on the bio one tomorrow x_x

...

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 00:55:48 GMT

My world is falling apart again.

Too much change and I'm not strong enough to handle it.

And the world doesn't have to know about it.

I just want to go away.

Leave me alone.

Bye.

Update on my not-so-boring life

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:33:51 GMT

Hmm.. it's been an eventful couple of days...

Wednesday, I feel in a huge 2-foot deep hole running track ::insert laughter here:: But I'm sure you already knew that, because Schepanski told EVERYONE. So it's offical, the school knows I'm a klutz. It wasn't fun, I got stuck in it for a while, and I had to get x-rays done all day Thursday. But it's just brusied =P And I got cool band-aids.

Today I decide to run track anyway, even though I'm not supposed to be running until February 3rd ... *cough* pfft yeah right im not that injured *cough* ... I was super hyper because I hadn't run in a whole day *gasp* And I feel special because Byrne says he admires my determination and Schepanski said that I've improved and come a long way since last spring. Yay for Allie =)

Umm yeah... this whole entry may be completely track-related but that's been my life lately. Oh, I saw Mike today for the first time in like 3 years. And Justin's coming over tonight. Justin and I stopped by to see Gessler after school, and he kept on complimenting Justin but got angry with me when I said I only read the bio textbook sometimes x_x Haha oh well, I'm acing bio anyways =P

Later.

3 DAYS!!!! =D

And my name is light =P

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 02:25:55 GMT

I think too much for my own good.

And I have to learn when to shut up.

Just think...

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 04:37:16 GMT

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special & unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a GREAT FRiEND, take the time to let them know that they are great.

So true <3

Interesting few days...

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:34:01 GMT

Dartmouth was awesome. Period. =P Although I didn't get to run the 4 x 200 relay, I got to run the 55. Which I did in 7.8 seconds, a new personal best =) And I had to use blocks, without ever using them before. Kate, Michelle, Yvette, Christina, and I has so much fun sliding around town =P And Michelle and I were always last for everything... and Kate and I had a lot of fun with froot loops, and everything was just too much fun.

[begin rant]

Anyway, going back to school was awfully depressing, considering Mrs. Taurassi decides to fail me because my computer was broken. It's not my fault that my computer has so much spyware on it that I had to disable a bunch of crap, which makes stupid turnitin.com not work, so that I could fix it. I spent a week fixing my computer. It wasn't fun. I couldn't even update this thing the other day, I had to use the stupid family computer downstairs. And now I get penalized because of some technical error. I did the assignment, I handed it in on time, and because I can't upload it to some plagiarism site, I get an F?! This seems awfully unfair to me...

[/end rant]

Hmmm... good things... 10 days =)

And Kate and I both <3 JS =P

Bye bye.

Umm... hi

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 21:35:21 GMT

I've been really bad with updating this thing x_x Ummm... let's see... tomorrow I'm going to Dartmouth for track =) Yay for me! It's going to be amazingly fun, and I'll be back really early Sunday morning.

Ummm, that's pretty much it.

19 days =)

Tis 2005?

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 03:35:04 GMT

I still can't get over that it's the first day of a new year...

Hmm, 2004. In short, the first half of it sucked, and the second half was the best ^^;

I've tried to make a list of memorable events from 2004... I know I've missed so many...
Feel free to comment and add some on =) Even though I know no one will x_o

Freshman year of high school. Gessler's 8th/9th period science class. Getting 100 on the math regents. Depression and wanting to kill myself. Crying myself to sleep. Getting over a stupid crush. Playing DDR for the first time. Being terrible at spring track. Mushy AIM convos at 12 midnight. Finding my first love. Being afraid of hugs and kisses. Bowling on Thursday summer nights. My first kiss. Having my little cousin move in with me. Getting better at tennis. Bad ideas. Changing my whole entire schedule of sophomore year the 3rd day of school. Finding true friends. Finally becoming less shy. Winter track. Suddenly getting good at running. Being referred to as "the girl that's really good at DDR" by random kids in the hallway. Being loved. Having the best 7 months of my life.

That's all I can think of at the moment... I need about an extra page if I want to talk about summer 2004 alone...

Happy New Year!!!

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 23:59:09 GMT

The title says it all =P 2004 was great, at least the second half of it was... 2005, here we come!!

My Resolutions:
No bad ideas. No semi-bad ideas. No ideas that are in any way, shape, or form, bad. More snuggly close. Less bad stuff. Even less bad stuff. Don't procrastinate. Get more 4.0s. Learn how to play another musical instrument. Spend more time with friends and family. Don't cry. Get a job. Stop being so obsessed with video games. Read more. Love myself.

Some of these are going to be hard. Very hard. But I shall try =)

24 days.

Busy, busy...

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 20:53:34 GMT

I thought winter break was supposed to be relaxing! I've been so busy, I haven't had much time to update this thing...

Monday night I went to Chris' poker tournament. I really don't like gambling, but I went for the heck of it =P Justin and I, and Kate and Joe coupled up because we were going so slow, and then everyone complained it was unfair... I dont think they realized our money combined was less than theirs. It was really really fun, although I lost 4 out of the 5 dollars I spent. Oh well =/

Tuesday was the Holiday Classic track meet at the Armory in NYC. I was so excited to run on the banked track and get a good time... but... some girl tripped me right after the baton was passed to me in the relay. She fell down on top of my ankle, and I tripped over the metal divider thing in the middle of the track. Somehow I didn't fall down, but to be perfectly honest, I dont even remember running the race =/ I had to get my ankle plastic-wrapped because they ran out of bandages... I looked pretty funny with saran wrap sticking to my leg =P Look on the bright side, I got to go home early, and I didn't have to run the 4 x 400 =) Justin came over and we watched Groundhog Day, which is a great movie, and played Halo, but my mom wouldn't leave us alone -_-" Aggg...

Wednesday I spent the day with my mom's friend and her sons. Haven't seen them in 5 months, and they're good guys =) We went to Jillians, where I got to play DDR! Score =P Too bad it was the first mix and there was only like 5 songs x_o Then we went to see the Spongebob movie... I like Spongebob, but this movie was just pure stupidity. After we went to my mom's friend's house, where we played more DDR! ^^; Hehe...

Yesterday.. hmm... I went to track in the morning, and finally started my English and APWH winter break assignments. Not fun =/ And then Justin and I went to the movies to see Ocean's 12, which I unexpectedly enjoyed. I didn't think it would be good, but I liked it...

And today I'm helping set up for the New Year's Eve party. It's going to be great =) Playing video games until midnight with my cousins... what else could I ask for?

Okay, back to cleaning up for me!

Oh yeah, 25 more days!!!! =)

I'm alive =P

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 20:18:28 GMT

Umm yeah, I haven't really updated this in like a week o_0 So I'm updating to say I'm alive.

Christmas was great =) I played Halo 2 all day with my cousin, my uncle, and my dad... and my grandma and all my aunts were yelling at us because it was "too violent" for Christmas.

So I've been playing video games all day. I'm such a loser. World of Warcraft is the best computer game ever =P I think I'm going to go rot my brain playing video games for another few hours. Wow, I really, really need a life.

30 more days!!!!

Bye.